Good things to look forward to...
Within the challenges of what life is throwing at me at the moment I thought about what lies ahead in 2006. I look forward to reuniting with a wonderful friend in a few weeks time, I have Kazuo's 2nd birthday in April (hard to believe), my 17th wedding anniversary in May, time with family and friends, the birth of my childhood friend's 2nd child (friends since we were 6 years old) in June, birth of my daycare provider's 2nd child, summer vacation, a Who tour, and more reuniting with Who people. I'm truly grateful for all that I have and what awaits me. I've done a lot of "house cleaning" in my life the past year - letting go of the negative influences in my life and concentrating on the positive. Contrary to what some believe when I wake up in the morning I DO find all my good friends still with me. I hold these wonderful people close to my heart and I look forward to our times together.
I'm tired of the ranting I've been doing on my blog lately. When I first started this I didn't think people would be reading my blog or be interested. I was going to head into a different direction. Now it's going into a direction that is getting tiresome for me. That's not how I want to spend my time. As much as it is a release to do so, my energy should be heading in a more positive karmic path. After all that I have been through the past couple of months I shouldn't have to remind myself of that. So...you'll be happy to read I'm trusting the Universe to take care of the "what goes around comes around" part and I'll concentrate on the positive.
Happy blog time. ;-)
I'm tired of the ranting I've been doing on my blog lately. When I first started this I didn't think people would be reading my blog or be interested. I was going to head into a different direction. Now it's going into a direction that is getting tiresome for me. That's not how I want to spend my time. As much as it is a release to do so, my energy should be heading in a more positive karmic path. After all that I have been through the past couple of months I shouldn't have to remind myself of that. So...you'll be happy to read I'm trusting the Universe to take care of the "what goes around comes around" part and I'll concentrate on the positive.
Happy blog time. ;-)
posted by Ann at 1:20 a.m.
6 Comments:
Hi Ann!
Glad to hear everything is well
with you.I started a new career
last month in nursing and they've
been keeping me pretty busy.It's
odd hours.I work from 11pm to 7:30am and pretty much sleep
into the late afternoon.I just
wanted to let you know that I
have a Simon T concert clip links
from when my brother filmed him
back at the Mercury Lounge in NYC
in August 2002.If you get some'time
away from your busy schedule come
on over and check it out and let
me know if you were able to view
it :O)
Mr. Mike sir. Your timing is amazing. I was thinking about you the other day and kicking myself for not emailing you to let you know how I have been. I even thought about calling you.
I'll definitely check out that SimonT footage and let you know if I'm able to view it. :-)
I'll be in touch via email soon. In the meantime you take care and don't work too hard. You have to rest up for The Who tour! ;-)
Ann xo
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Anne-Marie,
I am just tired of beating my head against the wall. I feel as though I was talking and nothing was being heard. I felt I was in a no win situation. Damned if I do and damned if I don't. House cleaning for me isn't sweeping things under the rug. In fact it's letting go and moving onto more positive things. It's the people who cannot accept the way things are now that are holding on and continuing to allow things to fester. I just don't like being in a situation where I am made to feel like I did something horribly wrong just because I couldn't come to one single gathering and felt my family needed me. I was made to feel like I killed someone, yes, that's how bad I was made to feel. I expected more understanding from "friends" not being raked over the coals and finding out comments like, "she'll wake up one day to find all her friends gone" were made. Now that really hurt especially when someone doesn't know everything about me as a person. So you speak of people being treated like dirt. I certainly felt this way. Is this healthy? Perhaps I didn't go about this the proper way but I felt as though no matter how much talking was to be done I would be made to feel bad when I couldn't make any future events. To be quite honest I've never in my life ever been made to feel like that by any friend and I really don't want that in my life.
I wish you well and all the very best life brings your way. So to continue onto that positive route can we just put the whole issue to rest? I feel as though I keep walking on my path and my foot gets dragged back again and I'm back where I started. I would like to move on. A lot of things have happened to me the past couple of months which does not allow me to hold onto issues like this. Life is too precious and I am on a different path right now. As I mentioned in my blog post I've said/released all that needed to be said. No more rants and I feel like I'm now doing it in this comment. I feel better after my blog post and now I would like to release it into the wind and allow it to fly. As far as I'm concerned my energy needs to be spent elsewhere so after this comment I'm going forward and have nothing more to say on this past subject. Let's just say it's been a slice and wish eachother well.
All the very best and best wishes in your upcoming nuptials. Trust me when I say that life is far too precious and short to continue on with this. Enjoy life, happiness always.
Ann
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*please note* to those reading this...I have not deleted any comments on my page. They have been deleted by Anne-Marie herself.
Ann
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