To ponder
I've spent the past few days thinking about life. I've thought about how my path has crossed with different people. Some of those people who are reading this blog I have actually met. Some I have yet to have that pleasure but hope to do so in the future. There are some of you who have made so much possible for me and who have touched my life. In some aspects of my life things happened by chance, by luck, or by being at the right place at the right time. They have created some very memorable moments for which I am truly grateful for. If these memorable moments never happen again I won't be bitter but instead thankful they happened the first time.
Not all has been happy moments. There have been times of struggle within myself mostly. There have been times of reaching out to the point of looking pathetic, looking desperate, looking like a dog that has been begging for hours at the table. I've learned though. Stop trying so hard, just allow life to happen and trust in the next step I take on my path. And along the way create good karma because the bad will come back and bite you in the ass.
Often times I feel as though I'm sitting on the sidelines just waiting for an opportunity to have my turn. Dangerous thing to do because one can lose sight of one's goals. I've decided these past few days to just trust in the universe. Things happen for a reason and also not happen for a reason.
Good thoughts, good karma, doing good things for people and not expect anything in return and for all you Who people you all know this means to "pass it on".
Sorry this blog is a bit scattered tonight, my thoughts seem to be everywhere these past few days. But have no fear I am well, just placing myself back on the path again. With that said I think it's time to continue walking....care to join me?
Not all has been happy moments. There have been times of struggle within myself mostly. There have been times of reaching out to the point of looking pathetic, looking desperate, looking like a dog that has been begging for hours at the table. I've learned though. Stop trying so hard, just allow life to happen and trust in the next step I take on my path. And along the way create good karma because the bad will come back and bite you in the ass.
Often times I feel as though I'm sitting on the sidelines just waiting for an opportunity to have my turn. Dangerous thing to do because one can lose sight of one's goals. I've decided these past few days to just trust in the universe. Things happen for a reason and also not happen for a reason.
Good thoughts, good karma, doing good things for people and not expect anything in return and for all you Who people you all know this means to "pass it on".
Sorry this blog is a bit scattered tonight, my thoughts seem to be everywhere these past few days. But have no fear I am well, just placing myself back on the path again. With that said I think it's time to continue walking....care to join me?
posted by Ann at 12:00 a.m.
2 Comments:
I don't get the impression that you ever looked pathetic or desperate. You may have felt that way, but I'm sure you were just doing your best, "trying so hard." Sometimes I think we get this perception of ourselves, as "lost" or "desperate", if we don't achieve the goal that we set out for. Yet I think it is this perception that actually defines us. Therefor, I think it is really important that we skew our perception of ourselves, to be positive.
I encounter so many people who really think that their shit doesn't stink. You and I know it does, but they act like it is a floral bouquet. They have a wonderful perception of themselves. So fuck it! Perception turns into reality. Perceive yourself as the Diva of the World if you want to, your shit don't stink and everything you do is PERFECT. Let's see how that works.
PS I believe in Karma, so be kind to everyone, treat others how you would have them and all that...but treat yourself better than anybody!!!
Maybe a "missed" opportunity was just an opportunity for something else?
I'll visit you here again!
You seem like a good person. You have a beautiful child. You deserve the best, so go for it!!!
You might find that you have been on the right path for a long time now. We all get a little distracted now and then. Thats when we begin to see ourselfs as less favorable.
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